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| The street is flooded by rain streams
And by tender rays of light
Every raindrop is a reflection of dreams
That are going through my mind
I watch the sun slowly setting
And coloring the sky
Colorfully it is being painted
Like wings of butterfly
This beauty fills me with delight
I wish it never ends
Sparkling dance of water and light
And what I know, my friend,
Is that not only my heart is
Now filled with joy and harmony
But you do feel this peaceful bliss
Of what outdoors we see
That right now you're looking too
Through the window outside
That you're screwing up your eyes too
Because of playful rays of light. | | |
| Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clover conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are. | | |
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You were the one,
The one who kept me strong,
You were the one,
The one who's been here all along.
You were the one, the only one,
Who's ever touched my heart and soul,
You were the one, the only one,
Who's ever made me feel completely whole.
You were the one, the very one,
That made my life filled with light,
You are the one, the very one,
That makes me see a future so bright.
You are the one, forever the one,
Who'll have possession of my fragile heart,
You are the one, forever the one,
Who'll have me in their arms, never to part.
You are the one, my only one,
Who's given me something more,
You are the one, my only one,
Who's given me what I never had before.
You are my one, my one and only,
You've opened my eyes so I can see,
You are my one, my one and only,
You've shown me how love is supposed to be.
You've given me all I need | | |
| It's been a year and half since I have written my last blog. So many things has changed this past year and half. There are so many things that I want to say, to explain. But here it goes
In 2007, I turned 19 and I finally got accepted to a school out of state and I was so lucky and blessed to have been chosen to attend their school. I fought with my parents for months trying to let them allow me to move out becuase the girl is not allowed to move out before marriage. Since my parents are from the middle east, i knew that i was in for the long haul and the long fight. But in the end, I did get what I wanted only under my parent's conditions. I was not allowed to drink during the school year and I have to get good grades in order for me to stay in school. I agreed. The entire summer of 2007, I worked my butt off full time and got the money i needed. My mom helped me buy supplies for my apartment and some food for my apartment. I would never have gotten the stuff I needed if it wasn't for her. I'm so grateful to have a mom like that. But during that summer, I visited my grandfather as often as I could, almost everyday because he was going through cancer. Finally, in August of 2007, I finally moved out of my parents house and moved to Delaware where I got settled in Wilimington in my apartment with 2 bathrooms, 2 bedrooms, kitchen, dining room and living room and i've been loving it. I went home once in September for my brother's birthday and I visited my grandfather. And that was the last time I saw him. I was supposed to go home the weekend of my sister's birthday but I decided not to go becuase of selfish reasons. On October 26th, 2007 and i was supposed to come home October 25th, my grandfather passed away at 4am. That day was the worst day of my life and for my selfish reasons, i didn't go home when now I wish i would have. On October 28, 2007, it was my sister's birthday and the funeral of my grandfather. I was still in Delaware and I could not attend the funeral. But i arrived home the day after the funeral and i stayed in Richmond for a week. After arriving back in Delaware, i went through a period of depression and sadness. I didn't want to talk to anyone, my personality changed, my moods changed and i always wanted to be alone. My roommate noticed the change in me but never said anything becuase she was allowing me to grieve my own way. So the semester ended before I knew it and I stayed in Delaware for a week for classes and went home for a week and half and came back a few days before school started. I finished with a 3.4 for the semester.
In 2008, it was a new year for me. Moving out of my parents house, losing my grandfather and going into a period of depression. But the thing that kept me afloat was my roommate. She was the kind of person that would help alot and she helped me tremdously and i will be forever greatful to her. 2008 was the year I turned 20, the time that i would finally explore an understanding of who I am and where i'm from. But i did do well this semester and i got out of my depression. Slowly but I'm making a change of my life and i'm quite happy with it. I finsihed the spring semester was 4 A's and 1 B and with a 3.7 gpa and hopeful will be on the dean's list. Currently, I am back in Richmond for the summer and I purchased a new apartment for the fall. But I cannot move in till the end of August.
I can't wait to see what the Lord has for me and what hes going to put in my journey
Hope you enjoyed reading this
God bless.
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| This song explains EXCATLY how i feel........:::::::::
oceans apart day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear your voice on the line
but it doesn't stop the pain
if i see you next to never
how can we say forever
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i took for granted, all the times
that i though would last somehow
i hear the laughter, i taste the tears
but i can't get near you now
oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin' crazy
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
i wonder how we can survive
this romance
but in the end if i'm with you
i'll take the chance
oh, can't you see it baby
you've got me goin' crazy
wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you
- Right Here Waiting | | |
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